NO, I DON’T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND.
I’m 15 and whatever and I’m young okay but I honest to god would not be surprised if I spent the rest of my life with him. Idk. It’s weird and like I would love to write everything that I’m feeling down on paper but it just becomes a huge jumple and I hope he understands that I love him more than anything ever though words are stupid and don’t mean a lot but I would gladly like to spend of my life showing him that they’re true. And even if I weren’t to be with him at one point life without him seems a bit irrelevant and idk. He’s my best friend and he understands me and we’re good together and he makes me laugh and smile when no one else can and it’s weird because I never though I’d find someone like that, that just loves me unconditionally and that I can trust because the past has sucked and he’s made the future something I can look forward to so much and i’m in love and fucking oh my god he is perfect and mine and is this real life pls I could go on forever